Then off to Mom’s house. First off I’m pissed because her boyfriend Dick (no need for a nickname here) was there. He had the good sense to fuck off when I arrived. I go to give Mom a hug and she refused…no smurfing…no happy little chitchat. Mom was trying the Jedi mind-fuck technique on me! When we finally sat down to talk, tissues in hand, she WENT OFF ON ME! Let me hit the highlights:

- I’ve cut her out of my life after all she’s done for me
- She has to lie to her friends when they ask for me
- She has to lie to Nanny when she asks for me
- (Aunt) Gnome & Cuzzy have a terrific Mother/Daughter relationship – why can’t we?
- How can we talk about all this if I refuse to talk to her?***This was a big one, a theme if you will...
- Who’s putting me up to asking all these questions?
- Who’s putting me up to cutting her out of my life – is it Blixx(oh yeah, he LOVED that when I told him!)?
- Why don’t we want Blixx’s family to know about the Nanny guilt money?
- She hopes that when I have children they are ungrateful and hatefull like me
- How did I get so cold and bitter and jaded?
- She says I remind her of her mother – NANNY!!!!!

On and on it went, and I just let her go. She used the word FUCK three times, and in the proper context! Tempest asked me if she was as mad as the time I was having a sleep over (12 years old or so) and we started throwing M&M’s all over the house. She lost it that time, but not even close to yesterday’s explosion. I was freaked out that she had so much to say. She has absolutely never ever been as open as she was yesterday. She threw the tissue box at me.